hear my cry,I beg,I plead,I pray
you guys, help me i dont know what to do.
i know i should be a good person and respect cales feelings when he says he never wants to talk to me again. and i know i shouldn't mourn over the loss of someone who says stuff like that to me anyway, but i cant help but think that he will come back...
but he never comes back. not all the way. there is always this awkward distance between us. like the surface of a cold mirror. every thing is all sharp and steril and backwards and sad.
i hate this... i have a confession, i am so upset i want to kill my self, but i wont, because that would eliminate the possibility of ever being with him again.
and thats all i live for.
So strike, me deep and true, and in your strengh
I will live and die both unto you
i know i should be a good person and respect cales feelings when he says he never wants to talk to me again. and i know i shouldn't mourn over the loss of someone who says stuff like that to me anyway, but i cant help but think that he will come back...
but he never comes back. not all the way. there is always this awkward distance between us. like the surface of a cold mirror. every thing is all sharp and steril and backwards and sad.
i hate this... i have a confession, i am so upset i want to kill my self, but i wont, because that would eliminate the possibility of ever being with him again.
and thats all i live for.
So strike, me deep and true, and in your strengh
I will live and die both unto you