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sometimes i get really scared of moments. not awkward moments. but i have these moments where i just freak out inside. and wherever i am, and or whoever i'm with, i just want to leave. i want to run to my car and sit there until i can calm down. sounds weird right? i don't know if you could tell when it happens. it happens a lot though. i usually just stand there and try to get over it. or i run to my car and let myself sit there freaked out, then get over it ad go back. these moments, are usually just things happening that i have no control over. okay, yeah i really don't know how to explain it. i had one last week at youth group. i ran to my car and opened the car door and just stood there. ha! what do you think of me now that you know when i can't handle certain moments i run to my car?