where i am and why i dun post...
hum. i had this post today that reminded me i forgot to d/l lj. i like it better than myspace. I just use myspace cause of coworkers, family, and friends on it. Plus i can keep it less emo here ;) I like lj cause you can just up and write stuff without having to access a website. i have bad internet issues and trying to access myspace for a crazy message is blah hehe. anyway, hope everyone's fine. I don't keep up with anyone anymore cause i'm so caught up in work. Really all i do is work now a days. I work, go home, and thats about it. Everyone i k now is from work. I even work with my ex. Its nice, i have to say. Freaked me out in the beginning when he trained. i was like "oh how am i going to live through this?" I mean i still love him and i was put through a lot of hell since sept just because i'm his ex g/f. oh lord was i put through some hell. couldn't even hang out with our mutual friends. ugh. It turns out fine. He talks to me every so often since i work outbound and he works inbound. Both work different types of schedules. mine's more controlled :p haha! He's getting married this summer to Sandra, a chick he met over the summer that is 46. I still chat with his mother when i get the time. ugh, time? what's that....free time is horrible too. i dun have that either...
I've learned to enjoy the world and all it provides....with being stuck inside and summer here it does kind of suck to be stuck in a call center watching asses go by the window. oh...um we're in a room with windows where all the supvs take breaks outside our view. they like to put their butts up against the window not thinking "wonder if someone's looking" hehe. Chris the other day goes "awwww daaaaammmnn! whyyyyy! I go to look at the trees and all i see are ugly asses. Why not put a sexy one in my window. I always gotta have the ugly ones!" oh i love it. I'm hoping to get time to enjoy the summer. I've made up with my cousin and spend time with her kids. summer should be fun if i get the time.
um i can't mud cause roa won't work for me. I have yet to figure out why. i can't seem to download it. I have used it for so long i refuse to use any other. yeah, i'm stubborn. So, i just stick to second life. Its nice in there when my sl friends are on or my sl partner. Yeah, i got this partner thing. We both relate cause we've had some of the same stuff done to us. We became good friends and have become each other's comforts in life. I like it. Macon's a lot of fun. I know its not his real name but heck all my mud friends will always be their mud names in my head, even cameron's....well maybe not cause he changes character names like you change clothes. :p
lets see what else am i doing....um i'm applying for four year colleges. I got rejected from king. they have high standards so i expect that. I got accepted to one but they want to make me a business major O_o i told them i'm a sign major. whooo! you scored +1 intelligence! sorry that comes to mind when i think of them. the other two are having problems recieving transcripts so i have to pick those up personally. thats a lot of gas...
I kind of take things differently now in life than i used to. i've learned from the two and half years. It was a hard but good lesson. I've learned about love and how it works. I know what i want in a partner. I know what suits me and how to do it. I've learned about life and what i want o ut of it. I've come out of my gutter of addiction and have a path ahead of me. Things are looking up. Now if i could do more than work in my life, life would be perfect ;)
If anyone needs me, just ask for my email or use yim or yahoo. sorry i don't use aim. don't see a reason to at the moment. i'm off to finish building this...thing....it doesn't look like a pantry cause its well uh sideways >.> i hope it doesn't fall >.
I've learned to enjoy the world and all it provides....with being stuck inside and summer here it does kind of suck to be stuck in a call center watching asses go by the window. oh...um we're in a room with windows where all the supvs take breaks outside our view. they like to put their butts up against the window not thinking "wonder if someone's looking" hehe. Chris the other day goes "awwww daaaaammmnn! whyyyyy! I go to look at the trees and all i see are ugly asses. Why not put a sexy one in my window. I always gotta have the ugly ones!" oh i love it. I'm hoping to get time to enjoy the summer. I've made up with my cousin and spend time with her kids. summer should be fun if i get the time.
um i can't mud cause roa won't work for me. I have yet to figure out why. i can't seem to download it. I have used it for so long i refuse to use any other. yeah, i'm stubborn. So, i just stick to second life. Its nice in there when my sl friends are on or my sl partner. Yeah, i got this partner thing. We both relate cause we've had some of the same stuff done to us. We became good friends and have become each other's comforts in life. I like it. Macon's a lot of fun. I know its not his real name but heck all my mud friends will always be their mud names in my head, even cameron's....well maybe not cause he changes character names like you change clothes. :p
lets see what else am i doing....um i'm applying for four year colleges. I got rejected from king. they have high standards so i expect that. I got accepted to one but they want to make me a business major O_o i told them i'm a sign major. whooo! you scored +1 intelligence! sorry that comes to mind when i think of them. the other two are having problems recieving transcripts so i have to pick those up personally. thats a lot of gas...
I kind of take things differently now in life than i used to. i've learned from the two and half years. It was a hard but good lesson. I've learned about love and how it works. I know what i want in a partner. I know what suits me and how to do it. I've learned about life and what i want o ut of it. I've come out of my gutter of addiction and have a path ahead of me. Things are looking up. Now if i could do more than work in my life, life would be perfect ;)
If anyone needs me, just ask for my email or use yim or yahoo. sorry i don't use aim. don't see a reason to at the moment. i'm off to finish building this...thing....it doesn't look like a pantry cause its well uh sideways >.> i hope it doesn't fall >.