meh?
Well, I'm happily situated in my last first semester at Oberlin. I'm completely sane now that classes are settled, band is up and running, D&D has started (and my character is much better now), and I've come to terms with a few things.
However (and I will be vague, my appologies), one of my housemates read my tealeaves this weekend and it got me thinking. She said that right now my life is uneventful, that things will stay calm for a while, and that everything will happen all at once when I'm not expecting it. That usually seems to happen to me, but right now I don't want it to. I want the things that I want to happen to happen now, and not when I least expect them to. Because if I least expect them, perhaps I won't want them to happen. I don't want to loose something in my life, but I have to continue to be resigned to the fact that this particular thing is not my decision, that it is someone else's, and I will have to wait for them to make it.
I know what I want in life, why can't everyone else?
However (and I will be vague, my appologies), one of my housemates read my tealeaves this weekend and it got me thinking. She said that right now my life is uneventful, that things will stay calm for a while, and that everything will happen all at once when I'm not expecting it. That usually seems to happen to me, but right now I don't want it to. I want the things that I want to happen to happen now, and not when I least expect them to. Because if I least expect them, perhaps I won't want them to happen. I don't want to loose something in my life, but I have to continue to be resigned to the fact that this particular thing is not my decision, that it is someone else's, and I will have to wait for them to make it.
I know what I want in life, why can't everyone else?