Apr 15, 2005 16:16
Despite the fact that Meg has declared Happy Day, Fridays always freak me out.
4:20 and the band outside is playing in Wilder Bowl as I am realizing updating lj is not a genius idea when one has a headache from lack of sleep. Here comes the smoke.
When I had time, I didn't have the responsibility and therefore could not do anything anyway. Now I am of a "responsible age, childless, with a guy, yet no time. Maybe instead of becoming a scientist and losing even more time for anything remotely intertaining I should take up free lance science writing full time. Maybe.
Or I'll just marry a genius and have him support me as I work for social justice. I have to do something. I just want to do something that if I slack, it won't matter to my survival.
reflections