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I am so furious right now I cant even see stright! I want to scream, yell, punch things, run and cry all at the same time! I wish my mother would just stay out of my life! I wish she wouldnt say such awful things to me! I wish I could just live on my own and I wish people would start treating me like a grown up! I would say that anyone who has practically raised themselves and who has worked a job since they were 16 and worked almost full time since they were 18, paid for everything they needed/wanted with their own money, payed half the bills and does school is concidered an adult, right? SO WHY THE HELL DONT PEOPLE VIEW ME AS ONE!?! I am not a child by any means, I am sick of this! But I am also extreamly angry right now. I am so mad I dont even want to breath because maybe if I stop then I will die or something. Okay back to school work... why cant I just be left alone for a week, just one week where the only people who talk to me are positive people, nothing negative is allowed during that week and I can think and breath and love and hug and smile and write. I need a really really REALLY big hug! and some Cold Stone. *tears*