I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve
Sometimes I think it’s funny how we note things and celebrate them, birthdays, holidays, anniversaries, weekends… if we counted every memorable event we’d be celebrating every day. But maybe we should be, this is life after all. We’re only here for so long maybe we should celebrate while we have the chance. I don’t know when I stopped counting the days with Matt. Or when the dates somehow slipped from my mind and just getting to see him, or talk to him became more important. Somewhere along the way, it did. Today I looked back - because I didn’t even remember the day when I looked at him and thought that there could be something more. I knew it was summer, during Aaron’s tour. This is what I came up with:
9 months since our first date
7 ½ since I fell in love with him
6 months since we made love for the first time
4 since we broke up
3 since we got back together
2 since Matt moved to Florida
I could list a million more significant moments that all lead up to where we are today. It still feels strange to think that we are living with each other. Not strange in a bad or uncomfortable way, just new and exciting and a little scary because this is unfamiliar territory. I guess with Matt it’s all been new, so I should just look forward to more landmark events. More good times, and bad, more firsts and lasts.
9 months since our first date
7 ½ since I fell in love with him
6 months since we made love for the first time
4 since we broke up
3 since we got back together
2 since Matt moved to Florida
I could list a million more significant moments that all lead up to where we are today. It still feels strange to think that we are living with each other. Not strange in a bad or uncomfortable way, just new and exciting and a little scary because this is unfamiliar territory. I guess with Matt it’s all been new, so I should just look forward to more landmark events. More good times, and bad, more firsts and lasts.