I was weak and you were strong

[leslie_carter]

Do you ever feel like you don’t want to be known, like you want to crawl into yourself until there is nothing left on the outside to distinguish you?

That’s how I feel lately, and unfortunately because I’m in a relationship not only is it affecting me, it’s affecting us. Matt is really reassuring, I honestly think he would do anything in the world if he thought it would make me feel better. But I don’t think that there is anything he can do except love me.

I think that will be enough, if he can put up with me until I get through this.