sad all over.
"i'm not your star.."
..isn't that what you said??
and it's a sad, sad story
but it's the only one i know
it's different when you're lonely.
the whole world is in love.
i miss you most
on Wednesdays
and Saturdays
before i could realize what
was happening,
it was over.
-dawson's creek.
How do you let someone go after
you fought so hard to get them back?
-Girlfriends
young and stupid, left wide open
hearts are wasted, lives are broken
i'm leaning on this broken fence
between past and present tense
and i'm losing all these stupid games
that i swore i'd never play.
but it almost feels okay.
the world is the same,
now that you're gone.
the sun is still bright.
& the sky is beautiful.
but it's all empty to me.
sunny days seem to hurt the most
i wear the pain like a heavy coat.
and i can still feel his arms around me...
that has got to be the worst part.
i stop to think at a wishing well
my thoughts send me on a carousel
& as i sit and stare into space
memories of us
flash into my mind like a film strip on replay.
and it's to the point
where i'm beyond missing you
it's become more like a burning desire..
the need to see you again
and hear your voice out loud..
well, it's an all consuming state:
i think about you every time i breathe.
so you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned all the letters he wrote..
but it doesn't make it any better
Control-Alt-Deleted
Reset my memory
i just want to go back to when things were normal.
when i wasn't 'poor izzie' laying on
the bathroom floor in her prom dress.
-grey's
some things are better left unsaid.
but so many unsaid things can become
a burden.
i quit looking at the clock
it will only bring me down,
and it won't bring you here.
the saddest thing in the world
is loving someone
who never loved you.
used again...
but nothing's different.
she'd stay the night
but knows he doesn't care.
-i want to save you [soco]
here in the bathroom with me are razor blades.
here is iodine to drink.
here are sleeping pills to swallow.
you have a choice. live or die.
every breath is a choice.
every minute is a choice.
to be or not to be.
every time you don't throw yourself down the stairs,
that's a choice.
every time you don't crash your car,
that's a choice.
i had no illusions about love anymore
it came, it went, it left casualties or it didn't.
people weren't meant to be together forever
regardless of what the songs say
-Sarah Dessen
she was a girl who lived on
empty promise and broken hearts
it's not because she wanted too,
it's because it was the only thing
she knew.
if i could change one thing about you..
it would be the way you feel about me.
how am i supposed to feel
when everyone i put my trust in
shatters it beyond repair?
people ask me why it's so hard to trust people
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise
too young to die..
& too old to believe in promises.
i am so afraid of forgetting
the sound of your voice.
it's the sort of thing
that keeps you up at night..
because you don't know
what else to do.
because of you
my plans tonight consist of
crying and old movies.
she prays for days
when boys mean
she's protected.
-i want to save you [soco]
what if i ripped your heart out
at the seams?
maybe then you'd know
how i feel..
and she wants someone
to see her.
she needs to hear
she's beautiful,
she's beautiful.
-i want to save you [soco]
my dreams are infected
with the words you used to say.
and there's the occasional night
when you break down and cry
because you know
things will never be the same.
it's strange..
the way the mind remembers forgetting
how can you simply be "friends"
with someone when every time
you look at them, all you think
about is how much more
you really want them?
-dawson's creek.
the sad thing is..
you can still love someone,
but be completely wrong for them.
-elvis presley.
i gave you my heart..
that's all i can give you.
and if that's not good enough..
than I'M not good enough.
-oth
too many tears have stained her cheek
too many blood drops, down the sink
too many pills taken
too many bathrom trips,
to make her look her best
how did i go from turning
the corner of possibility
to being nothing at all?
-dawson's creek
and i'm tired of feeling bad
i'd rather feel nothing
it's better, it's easier..
-oth
remember when i told you
all those things about what girls wanted?
i lied.
girls just want someone to want them back.
at least i do.
-oth
i guess..in the end
people become the people
they promised they'd never be.