Dec 22, 2003 16:58
Hola! Como estas? It feels like it's been forever since I've written in here. Let me just say I love my friends. I know I get so cranky at times, and I apologize for that hard core. Special thanks to Brandy and Doug who try so hard to make me understand what is normal in today's world. I feel so naive about life sometimes, but I'm okay with it. I'm way too trusting of people and their intentions, but I'd rather be taken for a fool than to be completely cynical. I'm a good girl, and there are times that I wish so badly that I was different and try to change, but I have to accept myself and all the baggage that accompanies being me. I don't know. I've had a lot of stuff on my mind lately. I've gotten myself into a situation that I'm comfortable with, but I really feel like I should have some more morals about the situation. I'm going to get myself into trouble. I'm just trying to figure out if I'm broken, b/c I really think I might be.
Last night (and this morning) we went to look for Waverly. It was fun times, especially when I was sent in for directions. I don't know what's wrong; I used to be so good with directions and paying attention to details. It's the ADD getting in the way again. It was fun times though, but I've got to start hanging out with people that go to bed at a decent hour ;). I was asleep in the backseat for part of the trip.
I'm getting my hair cut and colored tomorrow. YAY!! Jay was making fun of it again, which is not very nice. I swear, if someone didn't know us, they would probably think we were some old married couple instead of siblings. We were talking about going to Lord of the Rings at my aunt's house, and my cousin was laughing at us. OMG, by the way, guess what ADD kid watched the first two LOTR movies this weekend? Oh, that'd be me. I can't watch another movie for a really long time. I'll go crazy.