Wow
I can't even believe the events that have taken place during this week. Something that I never thought would happen did. I never took this little banter that we have seriously, but I guess I should have. I am still overwhelmed by everything. I'm so confused but not about the stuff that most people are confused about in the same situation. I wish that I could get into his head. I'm cool with our arrangement. You know, I feel completely comfortable with him, and that's not going to change. I just wish I knew why he did. And it wasn't supposed to leave my room, and it has in a big way. I couldn't not tell some people. They've listened to be bitch and moan. I was just so happy that I couldn't hold it in. I want to go over there, though, because I want to know if it's going to be weird, which I don't think it will be. And I'm so worried that it was bad. He did something wonderful for me; I just hope that it was as nice for him.