Sep 10, 2003 23:01
apparently i never update with "real" posts anymore so here it is.
i'm in my senior year which so far has only granted me shit loads of homework and much harder studies. i miss summer where i could stay up until five in the morning hanging out with friends and wake up four hours later to do nothing. when i didn't have to go to school or worry about homework or life. now all i do is not sleep to go to school for eight and half hours at a school located in ass crack nowhere where my only savour is a 40 minute lunch break where i can waste gas driving to Sunland. my schedule revolves around school, work, college classes and course. party.
paying for gas is so rough. it's $60 a week. i don't want to go to school. i want to move away from Altadena where no one lives near me and no one wants to drive out here. i want to move so i don't get hit on by the guy at the gas station over the intercomm system 24/7. i mean i know i'm hot but fuck. just kidding. i want a Chevron card god damnit. and i want my fucking ATM card to get here already. jesus people.
i want a fake ID so i can actually do something fun for once.
i miss San Francisco. i miss going to Haight and Telegraph. i miss the gutter punks and i miss Ariel. i miss having five inseparatable best friends.
i don't want to worry and i don't want to bitch anymore.