hey u all

[lesgcute]

hey guys i dont update in here much but today seems like a good day to where do i start well it just seems like my friendships with people go downhill i dont really talk to anyone anymore but i guess that part of my fault i like talking to everyone but i call everyone and yet i never recieve a call from noone maybe matt when he comes down but thats it i dont see why noone wants to hang out with me or call me am i that bad of a person? i dont see what i have done wrong so if people can clue me in please do so ive had a really shitty couple days ive just been depressed and i dont know what to do anymore i try to do my best and it just doesnt seem like enough what the hell am i supposed to do anymore like today i woke up depressed and it was like everything went wrong ran out of gas how fun then people driving like assholes and everything else i just dont like this all i hate being alone and that what i feel all the time even when i have alot of people around me i miss haveing that someone to call mine and it seems like when things r looking up they go down agian wtf cant i just get a break well i will get going bye love you all

love,
tommy