Mar 19, 2006 22:22
This has been the absolute most dreaful weekend I've ever experienced in my life. I woke up saturday and was lying in bed cuddling with piggy as the usual, and I noticed fleas.
It hasn't been the same yet
All the sprays shampoos and powders are making her incredibly worn out and sick. Her ears, whats left of her fingers, and feet are bleeding terribly. I corn starched them, polysporned them.. i've been bandaging her up. I bought her all new blankies and everything to make her comfortable. Shes chittering and is happy. but the state that she looks makes me want to fucking kill myself.
I keep thinking that when i woke up saturday morning with her, she didnt look like this.
and now she does
I can't handle this