Dec 17, 2005 20:30
I'm just....giving up.....It hurts too bad, and it's not worth it!
I'd rather be depressed all the fucking time, then have that one moment of happiness, and THEN come crashing down, harder than you ever have before!
I used to think that love truly was worth fighting for, but is it really?
is the small flicker of hope that you're gonna find "the one"...is that really enough to keep going?
I'm TIRED of fucking crying my eyes out everynight because of that one person!
the one i'm never going to fucking have, ever again!
I'm TIRED of just everything!
I'm giving up on love, i had it once, and i'm not gonna have it again.
It's not worth the "search", it's not worth the pain, the heartbreak....it's not even worth those happy moments......it ain't worth shit.
fuck love.
I'm giving up on it.