Oct 07, 2005 00:59
Well, me and mel decided to start packing things up again for our big move to the pitts. We have also decided to have another child when we move back.......she's going to be carrying for Michael and Ben, I wonder how two pregnant lesbians would do by their selves.....I am sure we will have help....IF I get pregnant though......Well, I am sad and hurt right now that I had to hear something from someone instead of the words mouth. I had to hear from Justin that Brian doesn't want to have anymore children....yet Brian couldn't tell me....The question is WHY?? Why couldn't he just have told me. So now I have to find a donor now who will be willing to help out. But I am sure that someone will come up to mind......hey a number ain't so bad...not knowing who the father of your child is going to be is just perfect....GOD sorry just frusterated and stressed right now about everything. When we also get back I am going to look for an art gallery and hopefully get some paintings as well once I find where the gallery will be. So well, I have to go now. Well, I must go now....Gus looks worse now *runs to Gus's room to check on him*