goin 2 sleep
had a great day with tommy. i miss him so much up here when he's back in jersey. he fuckin rocks my gay ass world. i'm so jealous of new jersey for keeping him there. he really helps me sort things out. we've spent more time together than just about anyone i've ever known except maybe my sis or my parents. I'm doing a lot of thinking about what i want my living situation to be and thinking more and more (yes, even ON the meds and completely happy) that a studio might be better for me at this point. i just feel like i really want a space all my own. i'm in the process of writing a proposal for someone to invest in me. i have so much work to do. i've like never had so much work and i just dropped out of school. this whole "making your career happen" thing is like endless work. it's like i'm doing everything and nothing at all all at once. it's like songwriting. it's like anything i do involving music. but hey, i wouldn't have it any other way, so i guess it's cool.
tommy leaves tomorrow and i really want to go back to jersey for a few days (don't mean to lead you on, lib) i just don't know when that's gonna be possible. i dunno. there's a lot of gigs that would be good to try to book in person for my september NJ tour. we'll see about next week. or thursday? who the hell knows.
i gotta go to sleep. pics with Jae today. i've got a really cool idea for my cover pic. i think it's cool. tell ya'll about it lata.
tommy leaves tomorrow and i really want to go back to jersey for a few days (don't mean to lead you on, lib) i just don't know when that's gonna be possible. i dunno. there's a lot of gigs that would be good to try to book in person for my september NJ tour. we'll see about next week. or thursday? who the hell knows.
i gotta go to sleep. pics with Jae today. i've got a really cool idea for my cover pic. i think it's cool. tell ya'll about it lata.