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I'm back on Adderall XR. It helps a lot.
I'm no longer taking Effexor. It's strange not having to wander downstairs at night and take the pills from my pill-counter, but it's also a relief knowing that I'm no longer as physically dependent upon something.
I have been feeling strange though lately... It might be that the weather is getting so nice, and I'm not used to that. Or it might be that classes will be over shortly. Not forever, just for the summer, but regardless... it was a good semester, at least in terms of meeting new people and making new friends. I miss people from Millersville, but being at Temple is so nice; I feel like I belong here so much more.
I still miss Ian. A lot. I'm still trying to embrace the whole, "if it's meant to happen, it will happen" mentality, but I'm really bad at accepting things like that. If I want something enough, I'm inclined to actually try and go for it.
I'm going to Paris at the end of June and staying until the middle of August. I'll be studying at the Sorbonne. Fuck yeah.
As much as I'm all about France and french, I really want to go to Italy. I want my italian to be better, as it's kind of terrible right now. Okay, it's not abysmal, BUT IT COULD BE SO MUCH BETTER. I'm taking two italian classes next semester, and it kind of worries me.
I'm seeing Florence and the Machine in June.
I want to see The Kills this week at the TLA, but I don't know... Finals and shit.
I should right here more often.
I'm no longer taking Effexor. It's strange not having to wander downstairs at night and take the pills from my pill-counter, but it's also a relief knowing that I'm no longer as physically dependent upon something.
I have been feeling strange though lately... It might be that the weather is getting so nice, and I'm not used to that. Or it might be that classes will be over shortly. Not forever, just for the summer, but regardless... it was a good semester, at least in terms of meeting new people and making new friends. I miss people from Millersville, but being at Temple is so nice; I feel like I belong here so much more.
I still miss Ian. A lot. I'm still trying to embrace the whole, "if it's meant to happen, it will happen" mentality, but I'm really bad at accepting things like that. If I want something enough, I'm inclined to actually try and go for it.
I'm going to Paris at the end of June and staying until the middle of August. I'll be studying at the Sorbonne. Fuck yeah.
As much as I'm all about France and french, I really want to go to Italy. I want my italian to be better, as it's kind of terrible right now. Okay, it's not abysmal, BUT IT COULD BE SO MUCH BETTER. I'm taking two italian classes next semester, and it kind of worries me.
I'm seeing Florence and the Machine in June.
I want to see The Kills this week at the TLA, but I don't know... Finals and shit.
I should right here more often.