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yesterday afterschool did some runnin around lol. then met up at Applebee`s with the girls then went to the SL/Allendale & Heights/Oakridge games. talked to Fred lol he`s funny! then dropped em off and came home.
today came home took a 3 hour nap =) i`m so happy & i got no interruptions! then ate dinner, shower, tanning. real world is on tonight sweeeeeeet dude.
found out today that since i passed all the meap except writing i get 3 days off school next week! haa pissyy.
p.s. -- 25 DAYS!! =)
I try and move on.
I try to see someone else.
And i can't help but think of him.
Maybe its supposed to be like this.
Maybe im not supposed to be over him.
Maybe im supopsed to keep fighting to be with him.
Spend my every moment thinking of him.
Every little detail of him, its like a picture fresh in my mind.
Every conversation we've had, like its a book written in my head.
All the bull shit we've been through.
The laughs and the tears. && yet i still want to spend every day with him.
I miss waking up with a smile on my face knowing i was 'his'.
I Love Him.
Thats all there is to it.
The question is now what do i do?
today came home took a 3 hour nap =) i`m so happy & i got no interruptions! then ate dinner, shower, tanning. real world is on tonight sweeeeeeet dude.
found out today that since i passed all the meap except writing i get 3 days off school next week! haa pissyy.
p.s. -- 25 DAYS!! =)
I try and move on.
I try to see someone else.
And i can't help but think of him.
Maybe its supposed to be like this.
Maybe im not supposed to be over him.
Maybe im supopsed to keep fighting to be with him.
Spend my every moment thinking of him.
Every little detail of him, its like a picture fresh in my mind.
Every conversation we've had, like its a book written in my head.
All the bull shit we've been through.
The laughs and the tears. && yet i still want to spend every day with him.
I miss waking up with a smile on my face knowing i was 'his'.
I Love Him.
Thats all there is to it.
The question is now what do i do?