Decisions
For the past month, I have been struggling whether to stay within the company or move on to another company. I agree it was really my own fault for making myself getting caught between situations.
Briefly, Chanel called me and arranged an interview, so I went. Made it through the 2nd interview. The waiting time was hideous, Chanel will be having their soft opening in MBS, the managers were all busy. I guess the temptation just faded away. Yes, money was the lure and everyone's here for a living. But things are going to change in Chanel and I'm really not convinced that it will be any much better than here in Miu Miu. If to others, 200-300 bucks of differences in salary meant a 'difference' , to me self-development would cost more than that. Of course, the company did not promise anything, I remain hopeful.
I think I ought to have faith and trust with my own company in order to progress. Yes, things should have be written in black & white. But I think its probably the thought of having to start all over again in a another place suck. In Chanel, I started as a 'nobody'. In Miu Miu, my presence was appreciated. I'm ambitious. If there's a possibility of climbing higher, I would want it to happen fast. Well, at least the high turnover rate turns out useful to me.
Bottom line is. Nothing has been promised nor confirmed. But if everyone has been persuading me to stay, there ought to be a reason. It's just 3 - 6 months to let things happen. Afterall, if nothing materialize, I can always leave the company.
'Although every man believes that his decisions and resolutions involve the most multifarious factors, in reality they are mere oscillation between flight and longing.'
Briefly, Chanel called me and arranged an interview, so I went. Made it through the 2nd interview. The waiting time was hideous, Chanel will be having their soft opening in MBS, the managers were all busy. I guess the temptation just faded away. Yes, money was the lure and everyone's here for a living. But things are going to change in Chanel and I'm really not convinced that it will be any much better than here in Miu Miu. If to others, 200-300 bucks of differences in salary meant a 'difference' , to me self-development would cost more than that. Of course, the company did not promise anything, I remain hopeful.
I think I ought to have faith and trust with my own company in order to progress. Yes, things should have be written in black & white. But I think its probably the thought of having to start all over again in a another place suck. In Chanel, I started as a 'nobody'. In Miu Miu, my presence was appreciated. I'm ambitious. If there's a possibility of climbing higher, I would want it to happen fast. Well, at least the high turnover rate turns out useful to me.
Bottom line is. Nothing has been promised nor confirmed. But if everyone has been persuading me to stay, there ought to be a reason. It's just 3 - 6 months to let things happen. Afterall, if nothing materialize, I can always leave the company.
'Although every man believes that his decisions and resolutions involve the most multifarious factors, in reality they are mere oscillation between flight and longing.'