Too harsh..
Am I angry? Yes
With everyone? Yes, to the slightest extent.
I'm just alittle stressed up with sales lately. To be honest, I just hate not being the top everytime.
Feel threatened? Yes. Maybe
I was on the winning streak before the newcomers join in. I don't like many people feeding on sales. Your personal will suffer. Who is more aggressive and thick skin will emerge.
Maybe it's time for me to step down.
Maybe I need to concentrate more on other things other than sales.
I've proven that I can do sales. I should not be so eager to prove more.
Ultimately, it's ego. Leos just love to win. Not 2nd, not 3rd but the 1st. Maybe I'm too harsh on myself.
'Why didn't I serve that customer?'
'Why did I lose that momentum?'
'Why would people think that I would be able to do sales by myself?'
'Why would people just give sales to the same person just because he didn't fare well during the day?'
'Why do 'Anonymous' be even named the top sales when he's got the help from people?'
'Why is it fair for people like us who work their ass off to do sales and tidy up the backend?'
The thoughts just snowball from there. When you're frustrated, everyone will be in the way. At least I hit my targeted 30k. With probably only 10% contributed from my team. See? I'm angry again. I'm not happy that people could just ride on 2 - 3K from others and overtake me when I'm desperately closing deals.
There's a limit. If it happens to me, I will push away and give it to others. Not snatching at every possible 'free' deals people did.
Now, I'm just not happy.
With everyone? Yes, to the slightest extent.
I'm just alittle stressed up with sales lately. To be honest, I just hate not being the top everytime.
Feel threatened? Yes. Maybe
I was on the winning streak before the newcomers join in. I don't like many people feeding on sales. Your personal will suffer. Who is more aggressive and thick skin will emerge.
Maybe it's time for me to step down.
Maybe I need to concentrate more on other things other than sales.
I've proven that I can do sales. I should not be so eager to prove more.
Ultimately, it's ego. Leos just love to win. Not 2nd, not 3rd but the 1st. Maybe I'm too harsh on myself.
'Why didn't I serve that customer?'
'Why did I lose that momentum?'
'Why would people think that I would be able to do sales by myself?'
'Why would people just give sales to the same person just because he didn't fare well during the day?'
'Why do 'Anonymous' be even named the top sales when he's got the help from people?'
'Why is it fair for people like us who work their ass off to do sales and tidy up the backend?'
The thoughts just snowball from there. When you're frustrated, everyone will be in the way. At least I hit my targeted 30k. With probably only 10% contributed from my team. See? I'm angry again. I'm not happy that people could just ride on 2 - 3K from others and overtake me when I'm desperately closing deals.
There's a limit. If it happens to me, I will push away and give it to others. Not snatching at every possible 'free' deals people did.
Now, I'm just not happy.