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So... started school this week.
i really don't think it's actually hit me that i'm in school.
i still just feel like i'm going to have to get up and go to work everyday...WAIT!
that's because i still have to fucking work everyday! fuck you stupid mother fuckers!
this week i was supposed to have today and yesterday off, mind you i only get monday's off cause i'm at school from 9am to 10pm, but anyways yesterday my work called me, and when i looked at the number i definately felt like i shouldn't answere it but couldn't remeber why, so i answered it. Gad damn work asking me to take on another shift TODAY from 5pm to 9pm. My managers just like 'you can come in late on wednesday' but really coming in at 1 or 3 makes no difference to me if i'm still there till 9:30. in fact, i'm wasting my day anyways, so i might as well go in for the extra hours, and not waste bus tickets having to leave UofT go home, then go to the towncentre after. god damn though. it's cause she scheduled the crazy girl and she called in and cancelled, which isn't a suprise, she does it all the time, so stop scheduling her, geeze. i'm just bitter. and i want to give my key back this week, but i know Shannon is going to beg me to stay key at least another week, but honestly fuck that, i'm not going to let my school work suffer because of some crappy low end retail job. it's just so frustrating, cause all i have to look forward to is working and going to school. fuck man.
and i went to my statistics course, and let me tell you that is some SERIOUS math. like whoa. my prof put this algebra problem on the board and was just like, 'this is fairly simple, it should only take you a minute or two to solve" NOT! i just had no idea what to do, i wrote it on my paper and just looked at it. reminded me of the feeling i got when me and kyla were trying to make diamonds on my wall. then me kyla and jazmine, then me and eric, still couldn't freaking do it. they all turn out so very wierd and slanty, and i just don't know what to do.
oh and i saw jon on the bus while i was coming home from school yesterday. i just pretended like nothing happened pretty much. small talk and what not, but it was definately wierd. Don't get me wrong, it's not like i'm happy with Jon, but i definately primarily hold jacinta accountable for what's happened, seeing as she's the one who's supposed to say no to him and remember to treat her friends decently. enough about that though...
so yeah, i'm just sitting here and in 45 minutes i'll be leaving for work. boo. at least maybe this will occupy some time for you at work kyla. reading my crap. anyways, peeps should hang out what what. this friday i'm buisy, cause it is Alysia's birthday (chick from work) so i'll be going to milestones for some drinkzzz (and i think melinda too). I'm not sure which days i'm working this weekend, schedule gets made today, but i'm going to guess everyday. since that's the way my manager likes to do things.
oh yeah and there was this guy in my class today who looked like a warped version of Brendan Leonard, so i decided to talk to him = class buddy. yay. i really don't know anyone at university so i should be trying to get on that or something.
all my english courses this term have turned out to be solidly based on poetry. i really don't like/get poetry so we'll see how that goes. my one poetry professor has the most southern accent i have EVER heard. i kind of like it though, it's like the cournel is teaching me about the beauty of prose. how nice. mmmm... chicken. man i've eaten so much today, just keep on going.
anyways, clearly i have nothing left to say, and most of what i have said is complete rubbish anyways, so yeah, i'm going to go sit, watch tv, probably eat some more, then go to work, come home and sleep. so bye.
i really don't think it's actually hit me that i'm in school.
i still just feel like i'm going to have to get up and go to work everyday...WAIT!
that's because i still have to fucking work everyday! fuck you stupid mother fuckers!
this week i was supposed to have today and yesterday off, mind you i only get monday's off cause i'm at school from 9am to 10pm, but anyways yesterday my work called me, and when i looked at the number i definately felt like i shouldn't answere it but couldn't remeber why, so i answered it. Gad damn work asking me to take on another shift TODAY from 5pm to 9pm. My managers just like 'you can come in late on wednesday' but really coming in at 1 or 3 makes no difference to me if i'm still there till 9:30. in fact, i'm wasting my day anyways, so i might as well go in for the extra hours, and not waste bus tickets having to leave UofT go home, then go to the towncentre after. god damn though. it's cause she scheduled the crazy girl and she called in and cancelled, which isn't a suprise, she does it all the time, so stop scheduling her, geeze. i'm just bitter. and i want to give my key back this week, but i know Shannon is going to beg me to stay key at least another week, but honestly fuck that, i'm not going to let my school work suffer because of some crappy low end retail job. it's just so frustrating, cause all i have to look forward to is working and going to school. fuck man.
and i went to my statistics course, and let me tell you that is some SERIOUS math. like whoa. my prof put this algebra problem on the board and was just like, 'this is fairly simple, it should only take you a minute or two to solve" NOT! i just had no idea what to do, i wrote it on my paper and just looked at it. reminded me of the feeling i got when me and kyla were trying to make diamonds on my wall. then me kyla and jazmine, then me and eric, still couldn't freaking do it. they all turn out so very wierd and slanty, and i just don't know what to do.
oh and i saw jon on the bus while i was coming home from school yesterday. i just pretended like nothing happened pretty much. small talk and what not, but it was definately wierd. Don't get me wrong, it's not like i'm happy with Jon, but i definately primarily hold jacinta accountable for what's happened, seeing as she's the one who's supposed to say no to him and remember to treat her friends decently. enough about that though...
so yeah, i'm just sitting here and in 45 minutes i'll be leaving for work. boo. at least maybe this will occupy some time for you at work kyla. reading my crap. anyways, peeps should hang out what what. this friday i'm buisy, cause it is Alysia's birthday (chick from work) so i'll be going to milestones for some drinkzzz (and i think melinda too). I'm not sure which days i'm working this weekend, schedule gets made today, but i'm going to guess everyday. since that's the way my manager likes to do things.
oh yeah and there was this guy in my class today who looked like a warped version of Brendan Leonard, so i decided to talk to him = class buddy. yay. i really don't know anyone at university so i should be trying to get on that or something.
all my english courses this term have turned out to be solidly based on poetry. i really don't like/get poetry so we'll see how that goes. my one poetry professor has the most southern accent i have EVER heard. i kind of like it though, it's like the cournel is teaching me about the beauty of prose. how nice. mmmm... chicken. man i've eaten so much today, just keep on going.
anyways, clearly i have nothing left to say, and most of what i have said is complete rubbish anyways, so yeah, i'm going to go sit, watch tv, probably eat some more, then go to work, come home and sleep. so bye.