like yeah
so honestly?
life?
giving up on it.
I'm sorry. I've lost the sight. What am I expected to do with a medical degree?
Actually apply what I've learned? But I don't want to.
I don't want to live in Dubai anymore either.
I don't want to stay here.
And most importantly, I don't want a certain guy in my life anymore.
Not like it matters, he won't read this, so straight up? I DONT WANT SYLVAIN IN MY LIFE ANYMORE. Case closed. I like him, a lot, yes, but why should I be emotionally strained-even abused anymore? Didn't I get enough of that shit from Michael, now I have to deal with Sylvain. And on top of that, deal with my crazy jealousy issue with someone who he keeps telling me I SHOULD NOT have a problem with. Actually wait, he tells me I shouldn't have a problem with anything. It was never about me and someone else. It was about not being able to be with me. Ah fuck, just even talking about it to myself in a journal is pointless.
I hope that when I eventually do read this entry I will have come to realize that guy suck..or at least French ones do.
Why didn't I listen to myself? Never date a French guy. They are self-centered pricks. And I hate them.
Especially ones named Sylvain.
Peace love and all that jazz...
life?
giving up on it.
I'm sorry. I've lost the sight. What am I expected to do with a medical degree?
Actually apply what I've learned? But I don't want to.
I don't want to live in Dubai anymore either.
I don't want to stay here.
And most importantly, I don't want a certain guy in my life anymore.
Not like it matters, he won't read this, so straight up? I DONT WANT SYLVAIN IN MY LIFE ANYMORE. Case closed. I like him, a lot, yes, but why should I be emotionally strained-even abused anymore? Didn't I get enough of that shit from Michael, now I have to deal with Sylvain. And on top of that, deal with my crazy jealousy issue with someone who he keeps telling me I SHOULD NOT have a problem with. Actually wait, he tells me I shouldn't have a problem with anything. It was never about me and someone else. It was about not being able to be with me. Ah fuck, just even talking about it to myself in a journal is pointless.
I hope that when I eventually do read this entry I will have come to realize that guy suck..or at least French ones do.
Why didn't I listen to myself? Never date a French guy. They are self-centered pricks. And I hate them.
Especially ones named Sylvain.
Peace love and all that jazz...