Sorry guys...a pissed off entry...:(
Sorry about my language in here. I usually don't swear this much, unless I'm hurt (emotionally) or pissed off...and I'm both.
I can't stand ass holes! OMG! Normally I don't come in here and start bitching about things, but this seriously pissed me off and hurt me(not physically). I'm nothing to him, but a fuckin "whore" or atleast that's what he fuckin wants! (I'm not a whore...I promise you guys that) I'm soo sick of guys who are like that! I'm not saying that all guys are like that, because I know that's not true. I'm about ready to break and just freak out, because this tends to happen to me a lot, but I honestly thought that maybe this was different...and as much as I've been hurt from him..I think I loved him..maybe, I don't know. And for soo fuckin loong I believed it wasn't like that, and tonight I realized the truth. Has he always thought that about me? If so I'm a complete Moron! Seriously...I just...I don't get it...If you read this...you should know whether it's you or not...FUCK YOU! (If you aren't this person, sorry the fuck you, wasn't aimed towards you, and thank you for reading this)
If you are reading this and you want to know what's going on, ask me, I will tell most of you...
And if I don't tell you....don't go around me and ask other people, just ask me yourself...sorry I'm just sick of people being afraid to ask me stuff themselves, or if I don't tell them what's going on...it's like they HAVE to know, so they go behind my back and ask my other friends. It bugs me. I can't wait until I move in with my friends, maybe all this shit will go away...what do you think?
Call me if you want. I'm sure that I will be on the computer...probably with my away message up, so if you want to chat, message me...If I don't reply within like 5...10 minutes, I'm not there.
Well in other news....
HAPPY THANKSGIVING! I hope you all have a fun and safe Thanksgiving! Mine would have been good, but I had to be a stupid idiot and talk to someone...now I think it's going to suck..:(
Once again...sorry about all the bitching and venting, but it's something that I seriously needed to get out....I still do need to get out...I just don't know how to...::Cries::
I Love you all!
Love Always,
Leroy