Oct 02, 2005 22:17
in my logical "the universe revolves around me and everything is thought of in relation to me" attitude i just realized that in my head everywhere i have never been physically doesn't exist except as an imagined storing place for people. Ithica doesn't actually exist. it is just where i am temporarily keeping wilma. it is a thing of dreams and wonders, much like camalot, troy, or florida. i don't even know where it is in relation to me and i don't want to. i am ok with just accepting colleges as keeping places of friends until they return to me.
just fyi.
p.s. linda and jen, you temporary living arrangements are reletively tangible except for the fact that i have no idea where the uw dorms are or what they look like, but i have a stronger sense of there existence as apposed to wherever dina is living right now. and don't tell me. i don't really care.
p.p.s. if i don't ever make contact with you online it is not for a personal disrespect. i just try and avoid use of the computer during school times cause i have to use it for papers. and homework and whatnot. i try and save my time for productive things like taking naps on grassy knolls. and coming up with indescreet illiterations. etc.