viva seattle, tacoma! viva! viva sea-tac!!!

[leroyfrog]

i didn't know how bad it had gotten until i heard the familier midi song and instead of excitement that it might be who i thought it was i was dreading the thought. i didn't even want to speak. i needed time. it was heinous. im not sure what i feel now but it is better than it was before. i think i just need to take a step back from my life. get some issues resolved and whatnot. one day it will be good and we will dance cheek to cheek. and all that jazz. hopefully i will know what i want to do with my life. instead of just pretending to know and making plans i intend to break.

we will see how things turn out, but for the time being i am better.