Meep.
So, I get to work yesterday and go to put my stuff in my locker right. I open it up and notice all the stuff I normally keep in there is gone like my lint roller, bottle of Tylenol, stick of head on, lotion, little hair pulls, and a few other random things. So I go into personal and tell Mrs. Tammy and she says "We weren't sure if you were using your locker or not."
Why would they think that!? All my stuff was IN it. So I asked for new one and she gave me one. I went to go find it and it was on the very bottom. I am a big girl with swollen ankles, an ever painful back, and bad knees (due to kidney disease) I am NOT bending down to the floor to get in my locker, not when I had one near the top. And the way the locker are, the locker isn't raised up, not it's ON the floor. How about no.
So I ask her if I can have a different one and she said no so I told her "Just take it back then, cause if I have to have on on the very bottom I don't want one." She gave me another and it was on the bottom. After about six more she finally gave me one on the top, I put my stuff in it and I went to work.
On my first fifteen minute brake I go to my locker to get my money for a bottle of water and my lock is gone, all my stuff is there thankfully. I go into Personal and tell Tammy her reply is "It is? Hm.... I have no clue why." So she gives me a different locker, it's on the bottom. x.x So, after two more tries I get another locker on the top. By this time my brake is over so I shove my stuff in there, make sure the paper with my combo is in my pocket and shut and lock it.
I come back from lunch brake, take the paper with the combo on it and realize I have the wrong paper, the one with the new combo is int he locker. x.x I go to personal, they have all gone home. I spend about twenty minutes chasing down a manager, no one can find the locker log to tell me my combo. I couldn't get anything to eat on my brake.
Finally I got my combo, but jesus! it was such an ordeal. I am so mad they took my locker, it was in the most perfect place. Ugh!
So I was finally going to start vloging again because someone on my LJ friends list wanted me to, but I have learned something. I can't stand staring at my own face in the videos. I have recorded a few videos so far and didn't upload a single one. Maybe I'll get over that and start vloging again, maybe not. When I used to do it I had a mask from scary movie that I wore, you know the one with the tongue hanging out. I hated that movie.
I did download this really cool webcam program called YouCam where I can select a few different faces, one being a cute doggie, and the dog's mouth, eyes, and head movements will imitate mine. Maybe I can do that..... No, I think I really need to just get over the whole despising seeing videos of myself thing.
It's wired because it's not low selfasteem or anything. I love the shit out of myself. There are a few things I might change, one of which I already am my weight, but I am really comfortable being me. And I can look at my reflection, I can look at pictures of me, just not videos. I hate seeing myself in a video.
I've got problems. x.x
Why would they think that!? All my stuff was IN it. So I asked for new one and she gave me one. I went to go find it and it was on the very bottom. I am a big girl with swollen ankles, an ever painful back, and bad knees (due to kidney disease) I am NOT bending down to the floor to get in my locker, not when I had one near the top. And the way the locker are, the locker isn't raised up, not it's ON the floor. How about no.
So I ask her if I can have a different one and she said no so I told her "Just take it back then, cause if I have to have on on the very bottom I don't want one." She gave me another and it was on the bottom. After about six more she finally gave me one on the top, I put my stuff in it and I went to work.
On my first fifteen minute brake I go to my locker to get my money for a bottle of water and my lock is gone, all my stuff is there thankfully. I go into Personal and tell Tammy her reply is "It is? Hm.... I have no clue why." So she gives me a different locker, it's on the bottom. x.x So, after two more tries I get another locker on the top. By this time my brake is over so I shove my stuff in there, make sure the paper with my combo is in my pocket and shut and lock it.
I come back from lunch brake, take the paper with the combo on it and realize I have the wrong paper, the one with the new combo is int he locker. x.x I go to personal, they have all gone home. I spend about twenty minutes chasing down a manager, no one can find the locker log to tell me my combo. I couldn't get anything to eat on my brake.
Finally I got my combo, but jesus! it was such an ordeal. I am so mad they took my locker, it was in the most perfect place. Ugh!
So I was finally going to start vloging again because someone on my LJ friends list wanted me to, but I have learned something. I can't stand staring at my own face in the videos. I have recorded a few videos so far and didn't upload a single one. Maybe I'll get over that and start vloging again, maybe not. When I used to do it I had a mask from scary movie that I wore, you know the one with the tongue hanging out. I hated that movie.
I did download this really cool webcam program called YouCam where I can select a few different faces, one being a cute doggie, and the dog's mouth, eyes, and head movements will imitate mine. Maybe I can do that..... No, I think I really need to just get over the whole despising seeing videos of myself thing.
It's wired because it's not low selfasteem or anything. I love the shit out of myself. There are a few things I might change, one of which I already am my weight, but I am really comfortable being me. And I can look at my reflection, I can look at pictures of me, just not videos. I hate seeing myself in a video.
I've got problems. x.x