Dec 30, 2002 06:13
i've been playing this damn game all day, i get to the last damn boss, but he shoots me right before i'm about to finish him off. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. there's only two things in this damn world that are garunteed to piss me off. driving and fucking video games. i'm going to set the ps2 on fire.
tomorrow i have a hardcore day at work, and then me and the family leave for Denton to go see the elders. santa claws was good to me this year. scored a sweet Ibanez acoustic electric, and a hi 8 camcorder. gotta give my dad back his stratocaster though. :*(
it'll suck not being able to party and get crunker than anyone has ever been before, but my grandfather had his 7th stroke recently, so it's kinda imperitive that i go see him. and i know they're gonna bitch about how i'm not in college. i'm contemplating telling them to fuck off if they do. that's my fucking business. it's their money that i would be using, but i'm not using it right now, and i'll go when i'm fucking ready. i get tired of hearing shit like that. i think i've just been waiting until i truly want to go to learn, and not to go so i can get a good job.
fuck. i need to numb my head some more so i can vent all this shit without getting clogged on it. i'm gonna beat this damn game. mother fucker.