Mar 12, 2011 14:52
Now i got 30 audio lessons of Spanish, two textbooks of Spanish again, and two textbooks of Korean, accompanied by simplest audio material I've ever seen. My thesis adviser is furious because I haven't done much for this week, so I need to do 10 times more. Moreover, till tomorrow I need to search for some NGOs in Thai to attend them during summer leadership programme with all the students from our uni (and, yeah!, we are going to Thai at the end of June.)
In two weeks I have the presentation of the research that I haven't done yet. And in three weeks - comprehensive exams. In addition, I am responsible for organising the MOCK Parliament (kinda conference) at our institute that'll happen in a month.
plus all my part time job and voluntary work for the museum take the last free time I have. And kumdo - twice a week I learn how to harmlessly beat people with a sword))
So, what I wanted to tell you is that things are the way I anticipated. Neither I nor u have time. It s hard. But I am afraid I need to tell u that maybe it is better just to stop seeing each other. ------>
And then I suddenly realised that if I send him the letter - that'll mean that I am weak, and I give up on myself. Stop being a chicken, Val! Go forward! It's not for you to abruptly and meaninglessly burn your boats.
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