not so grr stuff

Jun 13, 2007 20:26

I GOT TO EAT PIZZA THAT SHOULDN'T HURT ME!
Oh yes, that is right.  the beauty of 1. pizza stone that requires no oil to cook pizza on, 2. skim milk mozz. cheese. PRESTO! Leah has Pizza!

Erin also made brownies that I'm allowed to have too!  (i have yet to have them.) IMAGINE THAT!

I'm not-so-patiently awaiting part 2. Even though I know some of it. You inspire me.

last night I solidified something that had been bothering me.  My lack of attention to detail.  I CAN notice detail, but i just don't.  It is part of the reason that I am able to let things that would enrage others to not really affect me.  While this is a good thing at times, it is not so good at others.  It also means that i miss a lot.  I rarely see an individual tree; I see the whole forest for its beauty and imperfection alike.  Only when I intentionally make myself look at detail do i notice it.  This bothers me a bit. It is part of my character, though, that I can't seem to alter.  Seriously, if someone were to mug me I would be hard pressed to describe said person to the police.  I could tell them gender, but as far as height, weight, race, clothing, anything distinct, i'd be at a loss.  Skin color i could probably get too, but nothing more specific other than white, black, etc.)  And yet, despite my lack of ability to notice detail in most things, there are some things that I am meticulous about the details in.  For example, if I were to write a story tonight and you were to read it, there would be no doubt in your mind what the character(s) look(s) like. GAH! so i solidified it. it had been bothering me because my issue with it was undefined.

right now, I'm in one of those "i want to affect change in the world. I want what i do in my life to resonate with many people and make them better for the experience."  and yet, i still cannot manage to write a cover letter so I can apply for teaching jobs.
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