Squandered...

[leprosytoast]

I....I don't really know what to say here anymore. I mean, I know what to say, there are things to write about, but I really just don't ever have the energy to type it all, or the willingness to relive it as each finger hits a key. Needless to say, while things might be happening, only about 1% of what goes on is actually good.
Maybe I just don't feel like updating because I'm depressed, I don't know anymore. I am once again lost.

I hate this time of year.....I really do....and I hate the realization that I have to move on.