Apr 10, 2004 22:15
Athazagoraphobia. A phobia which involves the fear of being ignored. I suffer from this aspect of that phobia.
Recently this phobia has taken hold of me and refuses to back down. Some days I wake up thinking that today will be the day that everyone pretends I don’t exist, and that thought terrifies me.
I’m taking a break from LiveJournal until I can get my life back in order (how many times have I used that line?) and this phobia doesn’t have such a stronghold over me.
I’ll miss all of you, but I’d rather that none of you see me this way (so to speak) day in and day out until I am doing better.
-J.