OK...
So, it's been a while. There's too much to catch up on, so I'm not even going to go into detail. Actually, this may be a good thing. A fresh start. No one who reads this, if anyone ever does, will know what's going on in my outside life. I kind of want to just use this as a catch-all for spare thoughts. So, read if you want, and if not, move on.
To start... my toes are red with white flowers. This is of no importance to anyone, but it is something that has been going through my head. Ever have a thought that makes no sense just pushing to the front of your brain throughout the day? Odd.
Then there's this dream thing. I've been dreaming unimaginable things lately. Not unimaginable in a bad or sick way, just things that I've never thought of before. My subconscious is coming out to play more lately. I think it's from lack of work stress and more sleep. I've also been sleeping off hours lately, like from 7am-4pm and such. That could have something to do with it.
My life feels disconnected lately. Like I'm living my own little secluded life and the rest of my family and friends are out living another. I feel set back from it all, watching everything through the front window of my little apartment. I spend so much time within these walls with no one to keep me company except Lola, my dog. Poor thing is probably sick to death of seeing me. I'm reading constantly and playing Nintendo DS, an unfortunate addiction as I am sure it is causing my eyesight to suffer. Ah well, the things we come up with to pass the time.
You'd think my house would be spotless, but it's not. It's cleaner than it has ever been, but that's not to say it couldn't improve. Heh, with all this free time, there are tons of things I wish I would get done, but I never seem to get around to them. When you're working 40+ hours a week you think to yourself, "I wish I had more time to..." fill in the blank. I have the time now. I don't do the things I once wish I had time to do. But maybe that's because I never truly wished I had the time. I always wished I had more time to sleep. I do that. I always wished I had more time to read. I do that. Plenty. Believe me. Barnes and Noble are richer thanks to me.
I'll post more later. Or not. That's another thing I always "wished" I had time for... heh.
To start... my toes are red with white flowers. This is of no importance to anyone, but it is something that has been going through my head. Ever have a thought that makes no sense just pushing to the front of your brain throughout the day? Odd.
Then there's this dream thing. I've been dreaming unimaginable things lately. Not unimaginable in a bad or sick way, just things that I've never thought of before. My subconscious is coming out to play more lately. I think it's from lack of work stress and more sleep. I've also been sleeping off hours lately, like from 7am-4pm and such. That could have something to do with it.
My life feels disconnected lately. Like I'm living my own little secluded life and the rest of my family and friends are out living another. I feel set back from it all, watching everything through the front window of my little apartment. I spend so much time within these walls with no one to keep me company except Lola, my dog. Poor thing is probably sick to death of seeing me. I'm reading constantly and playing Nintendo DS, an unfortunate addiction as I am sure it is causing my eyesight to suffer. Ah well, the things we come up with to pass the time.
You'd think my house would be spotless, but it's not. It's cleaner than it has ever been, but that's not to say it couldn't improve. Heh, with all this free time, there are tons of things I wish I would get done, but I never seem to get around to them. When you're working 40+ hours a week you think to yourself, "I wish I had more time to..." fill in the blank. I have the time now. I don't do the things I once wish I had time to do. But maybe that's because I never truly wished I had the time. I always wished I had more time to sleep. I do that. I always wished I had more time to read. I do that. Plenty. Believe me. Barnes and Noble are richer thanks to me.
I'll post more later. Or not. That's another thing I always "wished" I had time for... heh.