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it's been a while since i've updated. i probably wont be putting much up in the next few weeks because of it being the end of school, but i just wanted to post a little something. well, school,i mean english, is getting kinda tough toward the end of school. i'm not really happy about the workload, but it'll all be done in a little bit. my chemistry final is sounding pretty ominous, but i'll just have to prepare well for it. i think we're done with tests in there for the semester, so that's a relief. i'm truly doing my best to remain optimistic and calm through this last stretch of school. i remember i got pretty stressed toward midterm and i became a jerk to a lot of my friends. i apologize for that and i realize that one of the reasons was the i had lost my true focus. i'd focused so hard on school and doing it myself and all, but i lost sight of the fact that God must be working with you in everything. i tried to carry the burden of the stress by myself and it altered who i was. i am trying my best to let God help me with this work-load. i can trust that God only gives me what He knows i can handle. i understand the improbability of me remaining stress-free for the whole exam time, but i'm trying this time. i'm going to do my best to enjoy these last weeks of school, because it really is worth enjoying. it's not all about the stress and stuff. i cant wait until the summer, but i'm just gonna try and not rush through things. when summer comes around, it's gonna be some nice chill time. i'm not as much attracted by the beach and lake as i am by the memory of how you feel in the summer. it's a completely different mindset. most people forget it when they get into the hurry of the school year, but try to remember. it's the awesome feeling of nothing looming over your head. you are free to enjoy every day to the fullest, regardless of whether it's a monday or a friday. just let that sink in.....ohhhhh yeah. this summer is gonna be awesome, especially since it's my first summer as a driver. i will be hanging out with my friends, who made the school year awesome and will make the summer awesome, everyday. well, that's my rambling on about school/summer. i originally intended to only write a sentence or two, but i guess my mind got on a few things. well, back to the homework. im out