kiss him good night you wont see him when the morning light shines through those shades...

[leprechaun23]

tonight is the first night in two weeks that i havent been in his presence & im finding out how bad it sucks to be away from someone you care about. im not used to being with someone all the time. like genually wanting to be with someone & them wanting to be there. he gave me his apartment key & said that if i needed him or something while he was gone that i was more than welcome to sleep in his bed while he wasnt there. i thought that that was sweet. i just dont get it. maybe God is seeing how many asshole guys ive dated or ones that are fucking immature & he realizes that i deserve a break. im wishing & hoping that this one is real.

on another note. i hate fake people who try and act like they are squad to get sympathy. BITCH YOU ARENT AND YOU NEVER WILL BE ANYTHING ELSE BUT MEAT. FUCK YOU! seriously.

ps. sarah i love you

kat leaves tomorrow and i am sad.

as for steve all i can think about is...i dont know...
todays been like a movie
with you in all the right scenes
and i forgot all my lines
with constant dreams about you
and everything we've been through
this may take some time
and i'll fall apart
in the back seat of this car
and we cant take too long
sunken ships that have long sailed home
amd all of this brings me new hope
and i swear it
do you wanna see some modern honesty of my heart
do you wanna see some sudden honesty on my part

xo
ashley