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so my life is fairly boring. i wake up, i go to class, i go to lab, i go to class, i come home, i watch tv or play wow, i talk to travis, i go to sleep.
nothing has really changed since february. i am in a better lab. i was officially invited to join my first rotation lab. i am pretty certain i will be asked back to this lab as well. classes are fine.
travis is great. i think we became closer these past couple weeks with his uncle's illness and subsequent death. i went to wv with him this past weekend for the funeral. i think it meant a lot to him.
the people down here have past the point of annoying me. i am beginning to loathe them. its nothing but petty bullshit. and i am sick of being dragged into it. which is mainly why i have been locking myself into my apt as of late.
the pettiness and self absorbance has reached new heights. k wants to break up with dan cause he looked at another girl. my god, really... she tried to tell me that she has never had another boyfriend who looked at other girls... bullshit. she tried to tell me that she did trust him (bullshit) and that HE was the one not ready for an adult relationship. right... while all of that was bad enough, i snapped when she told me that by letting travis look at other girls and trusting that he would not do anything, somehow i was demeaning and humiliating myself. i couldnt follow her leap so instead i yelled at her. she doesnt know what an adult relationship is so she has no fucking right to talk about my relationship.
i wish there were other people here i could hang out with. every one is just so polarized and stuck up their own asses. eh, i have my books and movies... i will be fine by myself.
once i get into my lab, i have a reason to never associate with people... 'i have work to do.'
speaking of which, i should be doing some now.
nothing has really changed since february. i am in a better lab. i was officially invited to join my first rotation lab. i am pretty certain i will be asked back to this lab as well. classes are fine.
travis is great. i think we became closer these past couple weeks with his uncle's illness and subsequent death. i went to wv with him this past weekend for the funeral. i think it meant a lot to him.
the people down here have past the point of annoying me. i am beginning to loathe them. its nothing but petty bullshit. and i am sick of being dragged into it. which is mainly why i have been locking myself into my apt as of late.
the pettiness and self absorbance has reached new heights. k wants to break up with dan cause he looked at another girl. my god, really... she tried to tell me that she has never had another boyfriend who looked at other girls... bullshit. she tried to tell me that she did trust him (bullshit) and that HE was the one not ready for an adult relationship. right... while all of that was bad enough, i snapped when she told me that by letting travis look at other girls and trusting that he would not do anything, somehow i was demeaning and humiliating myself. i couldnt follow her leap so instead i yelled at her. she doesnt know what an adult relationship is so she has no fucking right to talk about my relationship.
i wish there were other people here i could hang out with. every one is just so polarized and stuck up their own asses. eh, i have my books and movies... i will be fine by myself.
once i get into my lab, i have a reason to never associate with people... 'i have work to do.'
speaking of which, i should be doing some now.