Dec 05, 2005 09:52
So today is the day. A birthday that I tried so hard not to remember but yet as predictable, it sticks in my mind like the image of a 50 years old auntie in mini, how disturbing!
Surprisingly I am not as sad as I imagined I would, guess the pre event drama just too tiring and tears has run dry before the actual event. Thank god there's no refill for tears.
Can't exactly describe how I feel at the moment. Exasperated, Angry, Confused, Sad and Helpless. A little bit of everything thing.
So having a blast for this year birthday huh? I am sure you do, 2 weeks of vacation, who wouldn't be? I would too if I were you. Oh, wait a min, I suppose to have to weeks of vacation so that I can celebrate it with u too... Oh well... guess u found better company than me.
Remember what did you wish for last year on your birthday? Did it come true? Or you decided not to have it anymore even though other was trying to make it happen? Just a gentle reminder, try to stick with one wish until the end will ya? and don't involve another guy in it because you might just decided that you will not want him anymore before the next birthday.
I would suggest wishes like "have a heart", "be nice and kind to others who love you", " ability to appreciate someone which last more than 5 minutes" and etc.
I wish all your wishes will come true and you will actually appreciate them.
So there, Happy F***ing Birthday To You!