Nov 29, 2005 13:16
Dear You,
Submerged in the pain of lost, I failed to notice how fast time has passed. All the sudden while i was looking at the calender after lunch, it stroked me that this is THE week.
This is the week which I am suppose to happily packing and getting ready to see you in the UK. This is the week which I finally get to hold on to you once again. This is the week which I can light all the candles on the birthday cake and wish you happy birthday. This is the week which I am supposed to shower you with all the surprises that I planned for you. This is the week which I can prove to myself the faith of us. This is the week which I can finally look into your eyes again and tell you I love you...
I replay countless times how it will be when i finally see you at the airport. I hugged you so tight and never wanna let you go again... How we will cuddle and looking at the snow falling down in winter... How happy we will be when I try to impress you with my cooking...
However, It's not going to happen anymore. You choose to end it. Just like that, you took away everything i held to be true. My dream crashed within seconds and my world collapsed.
I wonder do you even care?
Happy Birthday To You...
Love,
Me