I'm sorry that I'm white

Jul 13, 2005 17:58

But frankly, thats not something I can change.

I went from the crying to the anger, to the crying, and now I am back at anger.

But now I am angry at him, not at her. And it is porbably not a good idea to be angry at him since he is on my side.

But how can a 22 your old college grad just bend over and take it like that from his mother? Why doesnt he just put his fucking foot down and say "This is what I'm doing. I am an adult and can decide my own life."

I cant fight the mother. Mothers are scary. I know that all too well. And she has more power over him than I ever will.

What the hell am I going to do. I sent him a slightly (ok, extremely) hysterical email yesterday in responce to his knews, and I have heard nothing back.

If he doesnt even email me I think I will die. I will just keel over and die.

And I might have to do that anyways.
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