A career...a family to care for....gee! I've got it all!
I wont be able to sing it until next year, but there is something wonderful about having a solo. When we sing that song, as I gorwl out my base line, I think "Thats gonna be me next year, singing that solo."
Ben Folds, babay. Its the song Wandering. You should all listen to it.
Funny how at the U of C you can be too busy with everything to do it all. I have never been good a prioritizing, because I caould always get it all done before. And now I catch my sleep on lounge couches for half anf hour before popping up again to read about molecular orbitals, or to translate a book about Lance Armstrong into english. I finally have everything I wanted: I am going to a great school, I have friends both here and accross the country, I found myself a boy, I got a cool job, but how to do it all?
Last night I was talking with the Eagle and Amanda. The Eagle said that idealy he'd like to be dating a girl he feels lik he could marry some day. I found that a little strange. I have too much to do with my life to have a guy look at me like a wife yet. On the other hand, I can count the days (33) that I have left with Raj. And it seems so finite. I don't want to lose him, though I know I'll have to deal with it. And then I start to pressure mysself to begin things I'm not ready fro, just so that we can enjoy the time we have together.
I'm a very silly girl.
Ben Folds, babay. Its the song Wandering. You should all listen to it.
Funny how at the U of C you can be too busy with everything to do it all. I have never been good a prioritizing, because I caould always get it all done before. And now I catch my sleep on lounge couches for half anf hour before popping up again to read about molecular orbitals, or to translate a book about Lance Armstrong into english. I finally have everything I wanted: I am going to a great school, I have friends both here and accross the country, I found myself a boy, I got a cool job, but how to do it all?
Last night I was talking with the Eagle and Amanda. The Eagle said that idealy he'd like to be dating a girl he feels lik he could marry some day. I found that a little strange. I have too much to do with my life to have a guy look at me like a wife yet. On the other hand, I can count the days (33) that I have left with Raj. And it seems so finite. I don't want to lose him, though I know I'll have to deal with it. And then I start to pressure mysself to begin things I'm not ready fro, just so that we can enjoy the time we have together.
I'm a very silly girl.