"dear god, make me a bird..."
whoa, totally forgot about livejournal. but here i am.
things are great. especially now that school*s out. i know i won*t be too excited about my grades, but oh well. there*s always next semester.
things with the boyfriend are great. as usual. but big decisions need to made, in such a short period of time. what is there to decide really? so complicated. so disappointing. sooo confusing. but that*s life.
i*m in a huge financial slump, and things in that department just keep getting worse. it seems like as the weeks go by, something else just pops up and pushes me further into the hole. the other day, i just sat on the floor with my head in my hands and told joey i wish i could fly. just fly and go away, and disappear. so then i had this dream that nite that i flew away...one of those amazing flying dreams where you literally feel like you*re flying. it was fucking great. sometimes waking up just SUCKS.
things are great. especially now that school*s out. i know i won*t be too excited about my grades, but oh well. there*s always next semester.
things with the boyfriend are great. as usual. but big decisions need to made, in such a short period of time. what is there to decide really? so complicated. so disappointing. sooo confusing. but that*s life.
i*m in a huge financial slump, and things in that department just keep getting worse. it seems like as the weeks go by, something else just pops up and pushes me further into the hole. the other day, i just sat on the floor with my head in my hands and told joey i wish i could fly. just fly and go away, and disappear. so then i had this dream that nite that i flew away...one of those amazing flying dreams where you literally feel like you*re flying. it was fucking great. sometimes waking up just SUCKS.