May 15, 2007 12:53
ok so after a huge ordeal i finally remembered my password, lol. So now onto business...
Sucks, I'm getting tired of myself, or maybe just tired of how people perceive me. I don't like that I joke around with friends about whatever... and I just end up pissing some of them off =\ I mean 80% of the time I'm happy and joking around, about anything. I don't want my joking around to be seen as anything more than that. But I know that I have to be at fault here. I think maybe I am too pushy about my joking around... maybe I do keep saying the same thing over and over. I need to learn when to stop, and when to hold back. God knows that's prolly the reason why I have such trouble finding a girlfriend. I mean I don't think I'm bad looking (fuck that I'm dead sexy) and I would think that I would be a good boyfriend. ARGH!!! I seriously fucking hate posts like this...
I know I'm prolly pushy period. Gotta change this...
I know I have an abrasive personality. That I come on strong. Gotta change this...
I know that (as sean pointed out) I unconsciously guilt people into things. Gotta change this...
That's enough of that, I don't wanna think about this anymore, I wanna fix it.
Off to make the world a better place ^_^