May 06, 2005 00:26
I'm just now figuring out why my performance at Cal is getting progressively worse. I try to do everything by myself; no group work. That does NOT work here. I'm in a vicious cycle too; when I'm doing poorly, I distance myself even more from everyone, thinking I'll get better and rejoin "the group", but no; it just gets worse, and I push everyone farther and farther away. Now I'm in too deep of a hole to dig out of alone. What will I do next...
probably just go to sleep =p