"Et Tu Brute?"
I was rudely awoken at 5:00 this afternoon bc my parents thought I was dead, and the fact that my sister told them I was breathing unusually didnt help. I mean, it was my own fault bc I did do some stupid shit last night in an attempt to once again take my life. I was told that I need help, but if I dont have my friends, I see no point to go on. So to make a long story short, throw some blood thinners, a razor blade, Nyquil, vodka and Tylenol together...get woken up with bloodstaind sheets and a concerned, questioning parent...
Greattttt...looks like once again the jokes on me.
So Ness gave me a website of an online support group for people like me that see blood as self punishment (Thanks Ness). Im now a registered member! There Christine, you said I need help. I got it. Not too much to write about. Showered, went to my grandmas house for dinner for my dads birthday, reffed, came home, a few phone calls, hw and here I am....
yeah...
so, thanks to all my friends from Cortland, and Stonybrook ;) for all the help and advice lately. I really do appreciate you guys and all you're help..<3
Oh yeah, and apparently I'm married? and Amir plans on getting me laid when I go back to Cortland in 10 days? Random..
Until next time....blood comes out with peroxide..
Greattttt...looks like once again the jokes on me.
So Ness gave me a website of an online support group for people like me that see blood as self punishment (Thanks Ness). Im now a registered member! There Christine, you said I need help. I got it. Not too much to write about. Showered, went to my grandmas house for dinner for my dads birthday, reffed, came home, a few phone calls, hw and here I am....
yeah...
so, thanks to all my friends from Cortland, and Stonybrook ;) for all the help and advice lately. I really do appreciate you guys and all you're help..<3
Oh yeah, and apparently I'm married? and Amir plans on getting me laid when I go back to Cortland in 10 days? Random..
Until next time....blood comes out with peroxide..