Men Don't Change (-Terri Clark)

Nov 27, 2004 23:55

*SIGH*
Even the nicest man is still a perverted teenage boy.
I would curl up under my covers if I hadn't just made it all up nice -n- everything. And I wanna break my window. I'm putting on my hoodie as a barrier. Protect me.... WTF.
Guys don't get their feelings hurt over petty things, but they sure do get worked up over silly games. Sometimes jerry makes me sick. I just wanna cuss until my mouth catches fire. !@#$%
...I was telling Emily yesterday that the kinda guy I want doesn't exist. I believe deep down that I'll eventually find someone--but nobody's perfect even though I really want them to be. It sucks. My expectations are blank.
And another thing that depresses me is that I wish more people in this world were intuitive. Isn't it obvious when someone just wants to be LEFT ALONE?? WHY do people have to be so BLIND?!
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Sometimes I just cry because I wish I could go back to the past, to the way things used to be. Everything happens for a reason, but I want security. That's another reason I wanna catch up with Aaron... But I suppose that if time never changed nobody would grow.
I want someone there for me, who is everything I've ever wanted. You laughs with me but not at me.
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