I am so fucked up
Gosh...2nd entry in a day. I think this is my first time. Maybe not...but could be similar situation (i.e. depression).
I feel so fucked up. I couldn't understand why I could have agreed to be in such a ridiculous position. 3-way relationship? How can it ever work?! I am so fucked up!!
Maybe I just wanted to see him again. Maybe he is not worth it. Maybe he just want some variety in his sex life. Maybe I am out of my mind. Maybe I've fallen too deeply in love. Maybe I am fucked up. I REALLY AM FUCKED UP.
I will be the most depressed and fucked up man after July 17th.
I wish I had said no. And put an end to all this shit.
I feel so fucked up. I couldn't understand why I could have agreed to be in such a ridiculous position. 3-way relationship? How can it ever work?! I am so fucked up!!
Maybe I just wanted to see him again. Maybe he is not worth it. Maybe he just want some variety in his sex life. Maybe I am out of my mind. Maybe I've fallen too deeply in love. Maybe I am fucked up. I REALLY AM FUCKED UP.
I will be the most depressed and fucked up man after July 17th.
I wish I had said no. And put an end to all this shit.