Life
Well, my life has taken a very different turn since this quarter started.
For the first time in a long time, I feel unstressed. Sure, I'm still very busy and usually at school 7 days a week but everything is so much more laid-back. I absolutely love taking only 3 classes. It's much easier to juggle everything! All this may change once we start working on the site next week, but for now I'm really loving it!
I'm beginning the job hunt in earnest now. I have a job I'm interested in, but it's a loooong shot. Would be sweet though if I could even get called in for an interview for it - it's kind of a dream job.
In my love life things are different too. My heart isn't quite healed yet, but I'm in a much better place than I was a month ago. I'm at that happy apathetic place. I could never have another boyfriend again and I think I would be just fine. I don't feel like I'm missing a thing. I don't want a boyfriend, I definitely don't want to hook up with anyone (I'm not like that folks!) I don't even have any real interest in a cuddle buddy. I just want uncomplicated relationships.
I don't even know if I want to get married anymore (this is probably just the effect of the pendulum swinging a bit too far from feeling like I needed to get married.) Maybe life would be better if I was just by myself with a series of boyfriends that I knew I'd not end up with. Then at least I wouldn't get my hopes up - I'd just focus on having good times while they lasted and moving on when they're over. I guess this sounds pretty sad because it's akin to never loving anyone anymore - like I said, pendulum swinging. Hopefully when memories of my ex fade a little more I will be up to putting my heart back out there again - but not now.
But anyhow, my life is changing. It's kind of exciting. Time to see where I can go...
For the first time in a long time, I feel unstressed. Sure, I'm still very busy and usually at school 7 days a week but everything is so much more laid-back. I absolutely love taking only 3 classes. It's much easier to juggle everything! All this may change once we start working on the site next week, but for now I'm really loving it!
I'm beginning the job hunt in earnest now. I have a job I'm interested in, but it's a loooong shot. Would be sweet though if I could even get called in for an interview for it - it's kind of a dream job.
In my love life things are different too. My heart isn't quite healed yet, but I'm in a much better place than I was a month ago. I'm at that happy apathetic place. I could never have another boyfriend again and I think I would be just fine. I don't feel like I'm missing a thing. I don't want a boyfriend, I definitely don't want to hook up with anyone (I'm not like that folks!) I don't even have any real interest in a cuddle buddy. I just want uncomplicated relationships.
I don't even know if I want to get married anymore (this is probably just the effect of the pendulum swinging a bit too far from feeling like I needed to get married.) Maybe life would be better if I was just by myself with a series of boyfriends that I knew I'd not end up with. Then at least I wouldn't get my hopes up - I'd just focus on having good times while they lasted and moving on when they're over. I guess this sounds pretty sad because it's akin to never loving anyone anymore - like I said, pendulum swinging. Hopefully when memories of my ex fade a little more I will be up to putting my heart back out there again - but not now.
But anyhow, my life is changing. It's kind of exciting. Time to see where I can go...