The first of the month
Well today is July 1st, and damn is time flying by. In a way that is good, because that must mean I'm having the time of my life. Actually, I really am. For once in my life I feel completely whole. Not only do I love my job, ironically, but my relationship with Katie is by far the healthiest. I don't make comparisons, but everything just comes so natural with us. Its like whenever we're together, everything that happens is meant to happen and it just seems so surreal. The only thing I'm still insecure about is my body, but you know us women, we all are to some degree. I have a glorious time with her doing whatever. It doesn't even matter, because when I'm with her, I realize that my life is beautiful. I am treated with so much respect. As time passes, things just seem to bloom even more beautifully.
The best is finding out new things out about each other. Like last night when she was laying on her stomach. She knows what I'm talkin about lol. I love us, and one of the best things is that we don't have to be like plastered to feel comfortable around each other. Our senses of humor just mesh with each other to where we could be sitting in the waiting room of a doctor's office together and just find something to laugh about.
In other news, my mother is pressuring me to find a job in my field. I understand where she's coming from. But my dilema is that I just know I was meant to work in the nursing field, because even though I get frustrated sometimes, I always have something to talk about. Katie probably things I have an obsession with my job. I think I might to a certain extent. And the 8.5 hours I'm there every day go by so fucking fast its crazy. But its kinda like I enjoy this so much that I don't even want to try finding a job in the CRJ field, because I think I won't like it. I'm odd, but life is also odd.
The best thing about my life is that I don't have anything bad to say about anyone anymore. That is how I know I am happy. I don't bitch and complain about things, however, when I'm having a conversation, sometimes the past will slip in, but its appropriate at the time. Other than that, my life is amazing. I know I already said that, but I'm just so smitten about it that I had to mention it twice.
Oh yeah, happy 8 months to my heart mate, Katie Krantz. You truly are a beautiful young woman, and I am so thankful for you. I love you :)
The best is finding out new things out about each other. Like last night when she was laying on her stomach. She knows what I'm talkin about lol. I love us, and one of the best things is that we don't have to be like plastered to feel comfortable around each other. Our senses of humor just mesh with each other to where we could be sitting in the waiting room of a doctor's office together and just find something to laugh about.
In other news, my mother is pressuring me to find a job in my field. I understand where she's coming from. But my dilema is that I just know I was meant to work in the nursing field, because even though I get frustrated sometimes, I always have something to talk about. Katie probably things I have an obsession with my job. I think I might to a certain extent. And the 8.5 hours I'm there every day go by so fucking fast its crazy. But its kinda like I enjoy this so much that I don't even want to try finding a job in the CRJ field, because I think I won't like it. I'm odd, but life is also odd.
The best thing about my life is that I don't have anything bad to say about anyone anymore. That is how I know I am happy. I don't bitch and complain about things, however, when I'm having a conversation, sometimes the past will slip in, but its appropriate at the time. Other than that, my life is amazing. I know I already said that, but I'm just so smitten about it that I had to mention it twice.
Oh yeah, happy 8 months to my heart mate, Katie Krantz. You truly are a beautiful young woman, and I am so thankful for you. I love you :)