Jul 10, 2006 23:51
Ok....I hate looking at scales because it seems like I've been every weight that u can be! I'm thinking about another eating disorder..that was the only way I made myself look good. I can't diet anymore because my parents won't let me so if I starve myself hopefully they want notcie! I gain confidence in myself and then it drops...I mean I think I'm pretty which is good..but then I think I'm fat which is bad. For one week straight i'm gonna try this thing called liquid calories....And see if that works....hopefully it would.. Well thats all
xoxo
Cece