Oct 05, 2005 18:44
Hey yall folks whats up,
I haven't updated in like forever but I'm gone start updating. Jaquese why the hell weren't you in school. Bring your butt to school naw just playing but come to school. Dang Decara that was so messed up how you said like a long time ago that you wasn't talking to nobody because everybody talks about you except Jasmine. But I haven't said anything about you either. Breanna you hurt my feelings again today. Just in case you didn't know. You know you can be very mean at times and sometimes you can be the sweetest soul. I'M NOT FAKE. I'M REAL HOMEY. Well today was an okay day. Until Breanna called me FAKE! (lol). Yall better laughs, okay now stop. The other day I talked to Aisha on the phone for like 4 hours straight. She was very comforting. She called me to see how life was going and I wasn't gone tell her but she told that she had heard a lot of stuff so it wasn't no point in lieing. Plus I'm not a good one anyway. She was very comforting I think I already said that but I'll say it again because she actually was. She wasn't the kind of person who say "Don't worry about", You know she could relate. Because we both have been raped and we go through some of the same things. Aisha actually kept me from trying to kill myself, well not really because I still had cut myself like a lot of times, but she kept me from drinking Alcohol. Rubbing alcohol, Mr. Wasemann said that rubbing alcohol could kill you and when I get mad I don't think and i do very stupid things. I love Aisha Laneay Allen. Well my life hasn't gotten much better but I'm not gone write about it. I will overcome it one way or another. Rashad one day I will call you , I don't know when though, Decara follow you rheart. If you love Earl go for him ask hime out and keep asking him until he says yes. I'm gonona write you a letter because I don't won't to type it on here. Well my peeps I guess that the end!!!!!!
Love always,
Ceara Nicole Randle
A.K.A.
Nicole which is gonna be my name when I become an actress because there is already a famous Ciara in the world.